Goodbye, 2018! Hello, 2019!
What a year 2018 has been! What started out as devastating, is ending with the most remarkable four months of my life. This year has brought profound loss, but also amazing, indescribable happiness. I am ringing in 2019 sitting on the couch next to Jesse, the man I can say with 100% certainty is my soulmate and the love of my life, and his amazing 9 year old son. There is nowhere else I would rather be ringing in the new year than right here with my two favorite guys. I am starting this new year with my heart lovingly, kindly and so gently put back together by Jesse. He knows my past, knows the pain that was consuming me and loves me because he doesn't see the damage done by those that came before him, he sees the strength it took me to survive them. He lets me be 100% myself, my silly, smart, sassy, self. He makes me smile with my whole being. He makes me laugh more than anyone ever has. He has a laugh that is contagious and making him laugh is a challenge I happily tak